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My Immortal
I was listening to my PSP when the tracks came to this particular song....i dun normally listen to the lyrics but suddenly it hit me how befitting the song is to the state i'm in rite nw...

Song: My Immortal by Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

Its just amazing how this song encapsulates everything, every emotions that is supressed in me right now..To tink i used to skip this track but now it all made sense...

I was listening to it all the way to my tutee's house, on repeat mode and again when I met up with my fellow NSFs to buy the BBQ stuff...I was sitting sat the very back, top deck of 168 and I just cried...

I was looking beside me...where few days ago would have been D sitting...D loves windows seats but when D always gave in so I always get to sit inside..I miss the bus journeys with D...I miss the way D would look at me as i snooze off in the bus...how D would sumtimes hold my hands...Now it just seem like a distant past...

D, I still love you..